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mardi 31 décembre 2019

A delayed answer to an important question

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"J'ai quelques difficultés à reconnaître à J.K.Rowling le pouvoir d'arbitrer les goûts, après avoir écrit des livres pour enfants."

It is the study of the stories that move us that allows us to reflect on who we are as people and as a society.
No matter how trivial the story, studying it gives us insight on ourselves as human beings.
Dissecting children's books helps us understand what we taught children, what those children took away from those teachings, what they needed, what they dreamt of, and maybe, just maybe it helps us understand their experiences, traumas and hopes.
Studying Media, any media, gives us the opportunity to empathize with others and to understand their needs and aspirations.
I am not saying that everything has the same value. I am saying that everything HAS value.
Why do people enjoy following the lives of the Kardashians? Well, that's an excellent question! Why?
Do they need to forget about the triviality of their own lives? Do they want to experience, by proxy, how it feels to be rich? Do they want to focus on somebody else's superficial problems rather than contemplate the meaning of their own life? Or the lack of meaning, and therefore cripplingly terrifying vacuity of their existence?
Do they feel disconnected from other media? If so why? Do they feel unworthy of other kinds of media? If so, why? Do they reject other media? If so why?

Studying media is always interesting.
Every book started as "just a book" and it is only what people read in the book and took away from it that made it into a classics or doomed it to oblivion.
Refusing to acknowledge the value of a media on the premise that it is too recent or too easily accessible is just the manifestation of the fear to be outdated. [source]
Once again. I am not saying that all media have the same value. I am saying that all media HAVE value, and subsequently that this value should not be lightly dismissed.
I am saying that STUDYING media, no matter its value, is important and has something to teach us.

Why is everyone making such a fuss about Harry Potter?
Because it is the closest thing its readers had of a universal experience.
A whole generation of children grew up reading those books.
This series, no matter how superficially or how deeply, influenced its readers. It influenced what traits the children reading it, associated with heroism, it influenced who those children looked up to, it influenced what values those children came to cherish, it influenced their perception of the world.
And the fact that they are Children books is crucially important because it influenced their readers at the moment where they shape who they are and who they want to be.
It doesn't matter that they were not "big books", or "smart books" or even "good books". What matters is that they echoed with their readers. They moved the readers.
Maybe they didn't do much: maybe they just provided a nice story to spend the afternoon on.
or maybe they did a little more: maybe they provided a nice break when reality was tough.
or maybe they did even more: They gave children who felt excluded or lonely something to feel like they belonged. They gave the children something to talk about and to share.
or maybe they gave children a taste for more. More than just reality. A taste for reading. It's important, right?
or maybe they offered food for thoughts for the children who felt a little lost.
or maybe they offered role models to children who didn't know who they wanted to become.

Those are mediocre! It's just stories for children.
The stories we tell children today are the stories that will shape tomorrow's society. That's the point of education. That's the power of education.

What do people find in those books?
They found something. A little something or a big something. Not the same something for everyone.
And this is what matters.
Not the quality of the writing,
Not the "literary value"(whatever that is).
But that it brought SOMETHING to the readers.

I know it did.
It was a story that allowed children to dream and play and imagine things.
It told children that being a good student is GOOD, even though it is difficult.
It told girls that they were allowed to be heroines alongside boys. It told girls that they were allowed to shine. Allowed to be loud and bright and not always ladylike and not always nice or kind.
It taught children about poverty. That children are not responsible for the poverty they grow up in. That poverty shapes the people who grow up poor, that nobody should ever use poverty as a lever for shame.
It taught children that small acts of kindness or of bravery matter.
It taught children that no, adults are not always right. That adults can't always be relied on. That adults can't always be trusted.

It taught me, personally, the me that you know, that you talk to, that you sat across from, that there was more to life than what I was going through.
It taught me, that family can be toxic and that it is not okay.
It made me want to be smart, to know everything, to learn everything, to try everything.
You think I am smart and interesting? Thank Hermione for that.
It made me forget about the world when life was so fucking hard I wanted to end it. And Oh Boy I wanted to end it.
It gave me words for the pain and the ache of losing someone I loved.
It gave me role models.
It still does.
Today, as a grown up, as an adult, as a woman, it gives me role models. As a teacher I want to be like Remus Lupin. I want to captivate my students, help them learn and make it an enjoyable experience. I want my students to remember my classes fondly. My teachers did not provide that for me. School was hell. Remus Lupin provided that for me.
I want to be like Minerva McGonagall. I want to inspire respect because I am strict but fair. Because I want the best not just of my students but for my students.
Those books matter because they told me that being rejected by my family for who I am and what I am would not be the end of me.
It helped because my dad was violent. It helped me because I grew up in a loving but utterly dysfunctional family.
It helped me when I came out as a lesbian. Which I am. Even today. It helped me hold my ground when my father, the man who had carried me on his shoulders, the man who had made me dive in the sea, the man who loves roller-coasters as much as I do but who has a drinking problem, who had a severe anger problem, the man who slapped me countless times, the man who had broken both my wrists once because I had lost a glove, the man whom I love but grew up terrified of, yelled at me. Yelled obscenities. Yelled that no, Me, his daughter would not be a lesbian. That he hadn't done anything wrong. That he would not allow that.
Me, 16 years old, 1,72m and 38kilos, I stood my ground.
I had grown up reading about children who saved the world, who were afraid but did what they had to nonetheless.

Studying Harry Potter then, later, as an adult, allowed me to become more aware of all this, more aware of how those books had impacted, me and everybody else, though differently.
It allowed me to question my perception of motherhood and to evaluate what expectations I had of being an adult woman, because it allowed me time and an opportunity to ask myself: " Is Harry Potter a feminist series" and to look for arguments.
It allowed me to understand why my generation seems to be so wary of politicians and so distrustful of the government and politics. We did grow up learning that adults could not be trusted and that it's not because an institution says something that we shouldn't question it.
We didn't learn it from 1984, because though it is a classic, it is also absolutely boring and not accessible to young children. We learnt it with Harry Potter, with His Dark Material, with Divergent, with the Hunger Games.
The millenials, no matter how flowed generational separations are, grew up at a moment where children's literature was all about questioning power and fighting oppression.
And don't get me started about the next generation. They've been fed with more diversity in the media they had access to, than anyone before, so much so that today, they teach me about which direction society could take.

Saying that a book is not worthy of the attention people give it or of being studied
Is willfully deciding not to empathize with other human beings.
It is deciding that their experience is not worth understanding.
It is saying that they, their lives and existences are not worthy of being acknowledged.
This got Trump elected.
This is the conscious alienation of a population on the basis that "they are not worth it."
This is cold.
This is sad.
And somehow, this is wrong.
Refusing to empathize with others? To understand them?
I cannot, for the life of me, accept that.
Understanding brings knowledge and peace.
That's what I grew up to believe.
And I grew up to believe that because of all the things that shaped me. Harry Potter is one of them.

I could be richer.
I could have a brilliant career in Marketing, make tons of money.
I know I can: I am good at it. It's easy.
But I grew up to be someone for whom money and ease were not as valuable as the impact I have on other people's lives.
I want to make a difference.
And this comes, at least in part,  from reading Harry Potter and later studying it.
And I am not the only one.

mardi 1 mai 2018

The battle of Hogwarts






Twenty years ago the battle of Hogwarts started.
It would see countless death.
Lives interrupted too early.
Lives that should have been lived.
It would see bravery, greatness and love triumph over petty desires.
It would see heroes rise and fall,
only to rise again and stand at the end.
And with the sun rise, a new age was born.

vendredi 20 avril 2018

London's Calling

Me: " Instead of ordering my book over the internet, I'm going to go pick them myself. Wanna come?"
The Other Ginger Sibling: "Sure, when?"
Me "Say... Tuesday to Friday?"
The Other Ginger Sibling: "Deal"

Thus began our Adventure:

I. The V&A Museum:









II. The Natural History Museum


  

  

  



   

III. A recap: 

Nobody can spell my name properly apparently.

We travelled literally TWO days.
As intended I brought back a couple of books.
Then some Harry Potter merch attacked me.



dimanche 10 juillet 2016

Welcome to Ilvermorny


Ilvermorny, School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
As a noticeable Potterhead, I was immensely happy to get to know more about a new school of witchcraft and wizardry. My lovely Best Friend rushed me into getting sorted and that was one of the most unfortunate things I could have agreed with. Long story short: I do not pass tests if I don't have data on it before. I hate it with a passion.
So, I finally had time to read a bit more about Ilvermorny's History and its four houses.
Ilvermorny is the American equivalent of Hogwarts, in which I am a proud Slytherin. I am determined into achieving what I set myself to. Which seemed to be confirmed by my resume, time table and general curriculum.
But Ilvermorny houses are slightly different and are not based on the same criterias.


when not rushed and actually reading the questions and pondering about my answers, I had the opportunity to reflect on what it represents for us to be sorted in such a group. To me, my house must represent the trait I strive the most for, what I deem to be the more important and the sort of person I desire to become.
I am curious and stubborn. I have been trying for years to extend my knowledge on as many fields as possible, for knowledge is power and I wish to leave a print behind. To do something that will matter and be worth remembering.
Not fame, but to accomplish something. Achievement more than publicity.
And apparently while I am a Slytherin in Hogwarts for that thirst for achievement, the cunning and determination, I was sorted as a Horned Serpent in Ilvermorny, for my thirst for knowledge and curiosity.

A sorting of which I am happy for it goes well with my pride as a Slytherin. It highlights a side of my personality that I hold dear and that wasn't put forward at Hogwarts.

mercredi 13 avril 2016

The well known Harry Potter cycle

The well known Harry Potter cycle
Step 1: thinking Snape is a bad guy
Step 2: thinking Snape is a good guy
Step 3: realising as you mature as a person that Snape was actually a terrible person after all and was an abusive bully who didn’t grow out of this stage even into his late 30s and an obsessive person who thought he was entitled to Lily just because she showed him friendship and no matter how many bias memories of his you are shown, you will never see him in any different way 
unfortunately some people are still stuck in stage 2
Step 4: Realizing Dumbledore was manipulative and abusive as well and not the infallible person everyone believed him to be.
Step 5: Discovering that the only person as golden as their reputation portrayed and knew what the fuck was going on was Minerva McGonagall and she was amazing.

vendredi 25 mars 2016

So I finished reading Harry Potter again

I must have read the harry potter series probably 10 times. Maybe more. I read it in both English and French. and I love every page of it.

And no matter how many times I read it, I am never psychologically prepared for people to die. [For the record, this article will be full of spoilers if you never read or watched the series, but you should be ashames if you haven’t at least done one of the two. It’s been years, seriously, what are you waiting for?!]

So, I just finished re-reading the entire series. Meaning that I just closed the seventh book, Harry Potter and the deathly hallows. And let me tell you this, I AM STILL NOT OVER IT! Not at all. I still cry like a child feeling that my best friends just died and the feeling of hollowness and loss is heart crushing.

Hedwige death was a hard blow. And I managed to get over Moody’s death, because hey, he had a long life full of adventure and died in battle. The man wouldn’t have wanted to leave too old to be constantly vigilant. It was the right way for him to go.
Dobby was a hero and I cried for him. He was an impossibly naive house elf, and seriously I liked him.

Why Lavander? She was a good girl. She wasn’t a grand hero like the golden trio, but she was a good person. She loved and laughed and fought for what she thought was good.

And why Colin Creevey? He was so sweet and so innocent!

WHY FRED? WHY?
I wept and cried and sobbed. Because it’s not fair! Because Fred and Georges were those who brought light and laugh, those who were loyal and brave and strong, but who recognized the necessity of making people dream and laugh. They believed in there project and worked hard to be successful in business, they were loving and fun. AND SERIOUSLY IT HURTS.

THEN LUPIN AND TONKS? SERIOUSLY?!
They just had a baby! Lupin, after all those tragedy in his life was finally happy! He had a son and a loving wife! He had faced so much and had been alone so long, WHY?
And Tonks! She was a mother, married to a man she loved and who loved her in return!


So yeah, I cried like a child, and writing this makes my throat tighten and I wish I could have my lovely monster to hug me, because I am seriously aching from the loss. They might be fictional characters, but they kept me company during hard times, the made me dream and laugh and cry and they taught me so much. I will probably never be over the Harry Potter series.



samedi 5 décembre 2015

Slytherin are your friends

Life hack: Be best friends with a Slytherin. They will steal cupcakes for you from work and tell you to drop toxic people from your life with no reservations. They will be the ones ordering you to stop and breathe and call in sick, to screw your commitments if they see you’re sacrificing your mental health. They’re the ones to say “don’t you dare settle” and “you deserve better” in a ruthless, matter-of-fact tone. They’ll be the ones saying it’s okay to put yourself first, the voice you need to hear after a long day or week or month. trust me, be best friends with a Slytherin.

From: Luckylouise
Suggested by The Amazing Justine

mardi 17 novembre 2015

Headcanon accepted

mudblcods:
I have this really important Headcanon where Remus gets to Hogwarts and has no idea how being around people works, since he’s been isolated from people outside his parents practically his whole life. So you can imagine this scrawny little boy with brown curls and skin pale as paper, with this massive red cardigan over his robes and muddy boots with a pink and green bandaid over the bridge of his nose, of course he has no idea how to tie a tie, so he wears it in a bow instead.
So this goofball walks into his very first potions class and his hand shoots up at the very first question, and he stands up and rambles on for about ten minutes about the pros and cons of using mandrake leaves. (having already read through all of the text books,) and you can be sure he isn’t shy with swear words because by age 11 Remus has read every book in the house and has a pretty large vocabulary, and when he’s done he sits down and Sirius black and James potter stand up and applaud him because goddamn, this nerd just said “fucking rare as shit” to a teacher, who is this. All while Slughorn has never looked more constipated in his life.
Tomfoolery:

And with this headcanon in mind, now remember when Sirius said: “You should hear how Remus speaks about Umbridge.“