That last summer evening

September is here again already. The summer flew away in the blink of an eye. I had so many projects and did so little. But it’s okay. I did okay.
It has been quite an emotional roller coaster.
I said goodbye to a movement in which I grew up for twenty years.
I faced the monster of my nightmares for three days and survived. He didn’t break me. I am stronger than what he did to me.
I visited a friend abroad and we only grew closer.
I was by my friend’s side for her wedding.
I traveled to a new country and came back with stories and ideas.
I didn’t do the things I had planned, but in a way I did more. I went on adventures and came back richer, bigger.

Following the rainbow

August 2018 - Riga, Latvia

Those things

There are things that I dare not voice.
Thoughts I dare not form,
Images that I only dare conjure under the cover of the night.
In the farthest corner of my mind.

For I am afraid that if I linger on them, more than a heartbeat, I shatter into pieces.

You,

You look like what lives down the abyss of my mind.
And I can't help but stare at you.
I stand on the edge and I can picture myself falling.
You sound like those voices that lurk in my darkness of my mind.
And I can't help but follow you.
I am attracted to your shadow.